''When I try to make a decision...'' aims to represent, through a sketch, the events that can happen in our inner space, our different thoughts flying around, sometimes conflicting, sometimes just completely random, sometimes absolutely brilliant. 

I am the writer, the producer and the only actor. The main character is a normal girl trying to make a decision, and she is accompanied by different alter egos of herself, different versions of herself that exist inside of her and that all have their things to say, opinions to voice and offering different advice for her to take. This results in a very confusing chaos of thoughts and ideas about what she should or shouldn’t do, what is the right and wrong way to go about her journey, which decision is the right one, and which is the wrong one.

This type of inner conflict is something that I have experienced. I struggled a lot in my life with my own inner world, I stopped doing things I love because I thought I should be doing something else, and most importantly, there are many other projects in my head, that I never acted upon because I was scared and conflicted. 

I know I am not the only one that has felt this way before. And that still sometimes does. That’s what I hope to share in my video, to show what it is like to make a decision in life when we feel pulled by every side. And although feeling conflicted and indecisive isn’t a particularly positive emotion, I chose to portray this situation with a pinch of humour, because I think that in art like in life, it is important not to take ourselves too seriously.

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Kiamika Mouscardy-Plamondon

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